Pandoraspace

Day 1 of cramming for Faeq Biria’s workshop:  The only word to describe myself on this first day of cramming for Sricharan Faeq Biria’s classes is SHAKY.

I was shaky while paying for the fee for this month’s classes and for the special classes by Faeq Biria.  The miser in me was wondering whether I paid for classes that I will not be able to attend.  I was also shaky while doing one of the most basic standing poses, Tadasana (moutain pose).  Worse, I was shaky just assisting my partner get into a pose.  Even worse, I was shaky even after the class.  Parts of my body ached from non-use.  My shakiness is discouraging to say the least.

I wonder whether I could actually will myself to attend class every day as, right now, even my will is shaky.